I'm so fucking nervous right now. The unthinkable happened and was lost
again and I'm pissed. Catalie blew it, but if Val hasn't suggested right before we started that she compiles everything when it was always going to be me beforehand, then I'm pretty sure we would've won. Courtney has been trying to get me out but Catalie's come to my rescue pretty much, and is making sure I'm safe. I think I can trust her to pull through for me here and I pretty much have to at this point. Val I'm iffy on, she has the idol which she keeps saying she'll use tonight but if she plays it on Courtney then I'm pretty much screwed. Here's hoping I make it through because I'd be devastated to just miss out on the merge, ugh.