Quick update before I go to bed.
1. Yes. I mean, obviously I expected the competition to be a lot fiercer this time around, but I figured as long as I stayed social and put in a decent effort, that making the merge wouldn't be too big of an obstacle.
2. I'm excited to meet up with Yve and Tammy mostly. I did hear all about the Cochran boot though, and it seems like Yve and Tammy haven't been on the best of terms of that front. There's some distrust between the two and I need to make an effort to mend that, because they're the two people I wanna work with most in this game, and I can't have them be on opposite sides. I guess it's been nice to see Russell (Chris) again. Our chats so far have been decent.
3. I don't even know what to do right now. It sucks because I feel like not once in this game have I actually been in the driver's seat, and it just gets really difficult and demoralizing. I mean, this is a huge merge, and more often that not, in big merges, everyone just wants to have an "easy vote" for the first round because there's just too many people and too much uncertainty. So I'm like, already bracing myself for an old Fenrir to go. And I don't think it'll be me, but it'll just suck to see a potential ally leave the game so early on and there's not really much I can do to save them :/
I don't want to freak out too much. If I can survive a couple rounds and get my foot in the door, I think I have a good shot at making it deep. The main issue here is timing. I don't know if this round is like, the right round to try to make a total power move and finally get in control of my game. I'm not really in the position to be calling the shots right now, so what's the use in even trying? Better to let these people self-implode on their own. It might be better to just hedge my bets at this point, and wait for opportunities later down the road