Val wrote: ↑Sun Apr 19, 2020 6:20:56 pm
Melinda wrote: ↑Sat Apr 18, 2020 7:49:46 pm
Loveita, Penner, Joaquin, Yve
I honestly owe it to Penner to put him up there with Joaq for me. If Cass, Russ, or Loveita make it, I will be fully impressed. Tammy is playing amazingly, again, so I have a lot of people I fully respect right now.
I have nothing but respect for anyone who has the mental strength to last all the way to the finals of this game. I'm sorta kicking myself for not just saying "Fuck you" to Catalie and campaigning for her to go as soon as she dishonored her word with me... But I sort of just in the moment was like... "What am I doing with my life???" Like I had been a total slob in my life for the past week, totally unproductive, and had a course this weekend that I knew I wasn't going to be fully present in dealing with all the damage control I was going to have to do... I sort of got to a point where I was like... Just vote me out... Which also was like a strategy cuz I figured people would go insane about why the fuck I was doing it and maybe cause chaos and have people vote someone else out instead, which had that happened I was just going to take the weekend off and disconnect from the game anyway... I was actually pretty disappointed that only one person through out a stray vote on Stephanie because like... why wouldn't you do that? It sorta pissed me off because the thing I don't enjoy about how Catalie plays games is the herd HBIC mentality... But I love Catalie don't get me wrong, we just have very different perspectives when it comes to gaming. I sort of let my past relationships with her and Yve get in my way here. Plus it's been so damn long since I've played and the constant deception was taking a toll on me. I do value having some sort of a personal connection that's beyond just game-bottyness which is why Loveita and Penner were by far my two favorite people in this game, and then Yve after that... Joaquin I would put next, and then I am sorta meh about the rest of them. Not that they're awful or anything, but just for me those are who did a good job of jury management with me. Tammy I could totally vote for as well, but Kim/Catalie/Russell/Steph are going to need to work harder for my vote as of this point. I'll be fair and not bring any bitterness into my decision making, this is just where I'm currently at.